Apr 03, 2005 13:45
Life it not excursion anymore. Probably I already for a long time here, have no value, concepts of my life have exchanged; the world around dictates conditions of expectations, forward, looking for destination of the joifull future. rest and peace, i dreaming about, leaves me a reason to be in the small size mistery decorated face with the sarcastic smile and tiny sparks in the eyes shining on my way back home. disconnection of reality, i've found a sollution in two hours of staring skyscrapers, i love to watch them during the night time, when your alone and clarified, being yourself free and sincerе.
mirecalls happends, when i was in the magic garden,
butterflies flying on my thingertips, wonderfull feeling, opened minded, probably too much coloured, but i still missed it.
now i'm surronded by the noisy neibourghs looking for my disposition very attentivly. they have a lot of pationce to wait when i finish my shower. I have nothing to add, show must go on, i still full of
determination.