how do i find reason to move on?
she e-mailed me today.
it went like this...
"hi, i understand that it won't change what happened or anything, but i wanted to tell you i'm so sorry. it certainly has proven me a hypocrite. feel no need to respond and i hope i didn't bother u.
-_____"
i forgive her i really do. i forgive him too.
i just would rather do the whole denial thing. its so much easier to convince myself that it didn’t really happen and that it was just a figment of my imagination or a really bad dream.
you get what you deserve i guess.
maybe i deserved this... i dono.
im glad he spilled his guts, her too.
but for now id rather runaway with my ears covered and face hidden.
i know ill end up with my foot stuck in a sink hole but until i find a reason to move on ill keep running.
will i find peace as i run?
probably not.
i thought i knew you best.
tell me.
don’t guilt me.
spill yourself.
i’m buried now.
running deeper into the ground.
running in circles.
circles that lead to no where.
what’s my reason to move on?
it went like this...
"hi, i understand that it won't change what happened or anything, but i wanted to tell you i'm so sorry. it certainly has proven me a hypocrite. feel no need to respond and i hope i didn't bother u.
-_____"
i forgive her i really do. i forgive him too.
i just would rather do the whole denial thing. its so much easier to convince myself that it didn’t really happen and that it was just a figment of my imagination or a really bad dream.
you get what you deserve i guess.
maybe i deserved this... i dono.
im glad he spilled his guts, her too.
but for now id rather runaway with my ears covered and face hidden.
i know ill end up with my foot stuck in a sink hole but until i find a reason to move on ill keep running.
will i find peace as i run?
probably not.
i thought i knew you best.
tell me.
don’t guilt me.
spill yourself.
i’m buried now.
running deeper into the ground.
running in circles.
circles that lead to no where.
what’s my reason to move on?