Bleh
Feeling crap today. Ear still blocked, mood somewhere subterranean. Went to the gym anyway, and worked out hard; this made me feel physically better for about two seconds. Spent an hour bimbling around, drinking coffee, browsing books, and buying magazines. Still not better. Bought food, ate food. Now I'm home, have to do one or two bits, then shower and haul ass to Holland Park for an interview at 3. Cinema tonight (Indy). At some point I should make space for the Virgin Media engineer tomorrow, and make sure I've got something to show Amanda re: Avon, too. No motivation for either, frankly, and evidently it hasn't been done all week - which may well go down as the least productive week ever. I'm starting to wonder whether it's just the fact that I'm home and taking it easy that means I've got some mild sinus thing... if I were pushing myself harder, would I now be flat on my back? Answers -> postcards svp.
There's no real reason for this mood... nice things have happened... not that I've quite got around to writing about them, but then, the net connection is naff and I barely fight my way through catching up with stuff. By the time I'd get around to writing, I've generally lost the will to live.
I hope I find my way out of this soon. Am bored of it all now, especially the ear thing. I mean, really, two weeks with a blocked ear? New body now plskthx.
There's no real reason for this mood... nice things have happened... not that I've quite got around to writing about them, but then, the net connection is naff and I barely fight my way through catching up with stuff. By the time I'd get around to writing, I've generally lost the will to live.
I hope I find my way out of this soon. Am bored of it all now, especially the ear thing. I mean, really, two weeks with a blocked ear? New body now plskthx.