Who are you?
Have you ever thought about who you are? I think almost every person have felt like they don't know them self at some point in their life. Maybe when you where growing up or maybe when you did something wrong? Well I'm having problems with that right now... Sometimes I just stand in front of a mirror and asking my self, is this me or is it someone I'm trying to be? Who am I?
I think I know who I want to be but is that the same as the one you are or the one you feel most comfortable about being? Maybe you are trying to be someone you can't be but doesn't know it? Maybe you doesn't even have to decide because you are you anyway or maybe you are not just one person but many different ones!?
Why is it so hard to just be your self, stop thinking about everything, just do stuff you like and don't care about what other people think? Maybe I just have low self-esteem AND confidence because I always feel that I suck on everything I do and that I am an hideous person... Always when I am around people (who is not my family) I think about them whispering behind my back and laughing at me and then I feel even more uncomfortable. I have no friend/s and I have never hugged anyone except my family... (I love hugging so that sucks) I don't really know what hugging has to do with who you are, I feel like I'm getting off track here...
Maybe I just sound like a whiny 14-years old girl, which I am (well 15 years), on her period and if that is the case, I'm sorry! I just felt that I had to write down my feelings and thoughts somewhere before my head exploded! Maybe this helped a little but I still feel like someone is stabbing me in my heart.
Well, thank you for listening! <3
who are you?
I think I know who I want to be but is that the same as the one you are or the one you feel most comfortable about being? Maybe you are trying to be someone you can't be but doesn't know it? Maybe you doesn't even have to decide because you are you anyway or maybe you are not just one person but many different ones!?
Why is it so hard to just be your self, stop thinking about everything, just do stuff you like and don't care about what other people think? Maybe I just have low self-esteem AND confidence because I always feel that I suck on everything I do and that I am an hideous person... Always when I am around people (who is not my family) I think about them whispering behind my back and laughing at me and then I feel even more uncomfortable. I have no friend/s and I have never hugged anyone except my family... (I love hugging so that sucks) I don't really know what hugging has to do with who you are, I feel like I'm getting off track here...
Maybe I just sound like a whiny 14-years old girl, which I am (well 15 years), on her period and if that is the case, I'm sorry! I just felt that I had to write down my feelings and thoughts somewhere before my head exploded! Maybe this helped a little but I still feel like someone is stabbing me in my heart.
Well, thank you for listening! <3
who are you?