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Thanksgiving was a bit nerveracking, but it ended up being alright.
I stayed with my cousin in the basement, and we watched Oklahoma together.
My cousin Jamie is a vegetarian too, so I wasnt the only one made fun of, hehe.
After, When I was leaving with my sister, the sky was absofucking gorgeous, Its so big..hah, I never really noticed or something.
Im really anxious tonight, hopefully I'll sleep alright.
My heart is all jump, and I fucking hate it. I thought I was done with this a long time ago.
I tried to tell my mom about what was going on, but she wouldnt listen, and made up excuses.
I dont blame her at all really..I dont know. I still love her and care about her..I dont know.
Do I ever know?
Forever Yours,
Meg
P.S My aunt might buy my cousin maggi (the one I always bitch about) a 3 year old paint, or a 6 year old jumper..top of the line. Theyre around 20,000. Maybe they wont buy Dancer after all, but then again...Either way I wont go any farther with her. Its just fun after all. Its no big deal..It just feels weird knowing that my training has gone as far as it can.
I stayed with my cousin in the basement, and we watched Oklahoma together.
My cousin Jamie is a vegetarian too, so I wasnt the only one made fun of, hehe.
After, When I was leaving with my sister, the sky was absofucking gorgeous, Its so big..hah, I never really noticed or something.
Im really anxious tonight, hopefully I'll sleep alright.
My heart is all jump, and I fucking hate it. I thought I was done with this a long time ago.
I tried to tell my mom about what was going on, but she wouldnt listen, and made up excuses.
I dont blame her at all really..I dont know. I still love her and care about her..I dont know.
Do I ever know?
Forever Yours,
Meg
P.S My aunt might buy my cousin maggi (the one I always bitch about) a 3 year old paint, or a 6 year old jumper..top of the line. Theyre around 20,000. Maybe they wont buy Dancer after all, but then again...Either way I wont go any farther with her. Its just fun after all. Its no big deal..It just feels weird knowing that my training has gone as far as it can.