blabbing

Sep 01, 2003 00:24

Hello. I decided to post a somewhat normal post today but then I realized who I was and that that would be impossible. I've had a LOT of crazy stuff floating around in my head lately: stuff that's been making me worry, stuff that's been upsetting and depressing me, stuff that's been making me hate myself, stuff that I can't admit to myself that I finally did and... well that's another story that'll never get told. Then, seemingly hours later I'm all narcissistic. It's weird. I've been talking to myself a lot more, silently (I hope) saying mean things to myself about everything and what a horrible person I am. Then I turn around and I kinda stand up for myself in a way. Like, my brain sorta goes, "No, you're OK! You're FINE! You're not a bad person..." In other words my head's been annoying me and I should probably not talk about my psychological state lest you all run away screaming. Well, for those of you who know me personally this happens to me once in awhile... I'll be OK.

PS At my friends house I jambed my toe all nice and hard (again). It's always the right great toe. Now what is that? Am I right footed or something?

PPS Anthony can draw cirlces! They're not perfect but he says "Mommy! Look! Mommy! LOOK!" (increasing in volume each time no matter HOW many times I say "WHAT!?" then he says "Thoy-cools!" (Anthony speak for circles). Yes, indeed they're circles. Equally good with the left as the right. Then, he drew a (tiny) heart and said "Heart". That one may have been a fluke. But he drew a square too which he calls "queer" for some weird reason. But anyway... I've never seen a two and a half year old draw circles that well. Do I have a budding artist?
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