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1]
ok long time no see, ok im flat rate at work now, its kicking my ass the stress is killing me and i dont know how long i will last, i jsut have so much i have to learn how do deal with there.
2]
i have realized that im not loved by anyone, and im starting to grow used to being alone all of the time. all this free time i have now, gives me alot of time to do things like put a full black interior in the rx7 and since i have no friends to hang with anymore im kinda saving money, well if i dont spend it on the rx7
3]
found out my mom had a heart attack, and her heart is swallow, and now she ahs to be on meds all her life for it, i worry about her alot. even though she wasnt there more me much growing up and all
4]
lastly
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
ok long time no see, ok im flat rate at work now, its kicking my ass the stress is killing me and i dont know how long i will last, i jsut have so much i have to learn how do deal with there.
2]
i have realized that im not loved by anyone, and im starting to grow used to being alone all of the time. all this free time i have now, gives me alot of time to do things like put a full black interior in the rx7 and since i have no friends to hang with anymore im kinda saving money, well if i dont spend it on the rx7
3]
found out my mom had a heart attack, and her heart is swallow, and now she ahs to be on meds all her life for it, i worry about her alot. even though she wasnt there more me much growing up and all
4]
lastly
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]