D2S 2006
so... DNOW...
how great is our God!
sing with me... how great is our God!
and all will see how great, how great, is our God...
+i waltzed with gmac in the sunshine in the courtyard... and sobbed on his shoulder in the dark in the sanctuary
+i saw the biggest church/mall thing ive ever seen in my life. the place had ESCALATORS. and a FOOD COURT!
+i laughed until i couldnt breathe
+i cried til my nose ran like a river and my eyes were so empty of tears that they hurt
+i prayed until my contacts started to affix themselves to my eyeballs. then i prayed with my eyes open, fixed on heaven
+i sang until when i opened my mouth, songs refused to come out... then i shouted the words instead
+i trusted until there were no guards up... until i let everyone see who i am, what i feel... until i could cry and feel no shame
+i loved until my throat was so tight that i could hardly breathe and my chest compressed until i felt like my ribs would break
+i spun with Amandakana until i couldnt tell sky from ground and finally fell into a laughing, glorious heap in the grass
+i smiled at Zachy and he smiled back. and we didn't argue... all weekend long.
+i poured my heart out to Steph. again. we fused a little more... became a little more necessary to each other
+i shouted lyrics with a screaming croud of 4000 children of God, hands clasped together in the air above us and hearts on fire until i was sure i could die at that moment and never want anything more
+i rekindled the flame that had dwindled... reminded myself why it is that i am so intoxicatingly in love with the God of this Universe... my Romancer, my Father, my Comforter, my Brother, my Savior, my Safety, the Lover of my soul...
+i talked to God. not praying, necessarily, just talking. catching up. reminding Him who i am, and discovering more of Him
+i made new friends, reached out to others... appreciated them for who they are... because i could see who they are... all guards were gone. we were just ourselves, with nothing to hide
i am a fire, i am a flood, I AM A REVOLUTION
how great is our God!
sing with me... how great is our God!
and all will see how great, how great, is our God...
+i waltzed with gmac in the sunshine in the courtyard... and sobbed on his shoulder in the dark in the sanctuary
+i saw the biggest church/mall thing ive ever seen in my life. the place had ESCALATORS. and a FOOD COURT!
+i laughed until i couldnt breathe
+i cried til my nose ran like a river and my eyes were so empty of tears that they hurt
+i prayed until my contacts started to affix themselves to my eyeballs. then i prayed with my eyes open, fixed on heaven
+i sang until when i opened my mouth, songs refused to come out... then i shouted the words instead
+i trusted until there were no guards up... until i let everyone see who i am, what i feel... until i could cry and feel no shame
+i loved until my throat was so tight that i could hardly breathe and my chest compressed until i felt like my ribs would break
+i spun with Amandakana until i couldnt tell sky from ground and finally fell into a laughing, glorious heap in the grass
+i smiled at Zachy and he smiled back. and we didn't argue... all weekend long.
+i poured my heart out to Steph. again. we fused a little more... became a little more necessary to each other
+i shouted lyrics with a screaming croud of 4000 children of God, hands clasped together in the air above us and hearts on fire until i was sure i could die at that moment and never want anything more
+i rekindled the flame that had dwindled... reminded myself why it is that i am so intoxicatingly in love with the God of this Universe... my Romancer, my Father, my Comforter, my Brother, my Savior, my Safety, the Lover of my soul...
+i talked to God. not praying, necessarily, just talking. catching up. reminding Him who i am, and discovering more of Him
+i made new friends, reached out to others... appreciated them for who they are... because i could see who they are... all guards were gone. we were just ourselves, with nothing to hide
i am a fire, i am a flood, I AM A REVOLUTION