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sometimes (like right now) i wish i could turn off the emotional part of my brain and let the rational, intelligent part do all the thinking... because obviously the emotional part can't make up its mind. i feel like im standing at a crossroads, and im being forced to take one of two paths... and for some reason, my decision is monumentally, universally important.
Dr. Cox talked on Sunday about making a commitment... and i guess i'm there. i have so many things that i need to either completely commit to or get rid of. Sometimes the choice is easy... like committing to french horn. it's something that i'm starting to really passionately love... commiting is easy. But other things... some things it's hard to really commit yourself to. Sometimes the emotions seem to be getting in the way... but without the emotions, what's left?
I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy... I'll think about that tomorrow." ~Scarlett O'Hara