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dont know why im awake. said goodbye to innocent romance. said good morning to useless intrigue. guess im where i should be. back where i started except i lost my way somewhere on my way home after realizing im not really home afterall. i cant keep my eyes open yet my mind never stops running. why do i do this to myself. whats the point. what. is. the. point. huh?. huh. uh. huh. had the craaaziest dream last night. wolves were chasing me through this forest and it felt like a lord of the rings movie set yet it was alamo drafthouse meets the jungle and the beach. and i kept running from those wild beasts and somehow i dont remember the rest. i did this morning. fuck it. im so lame. so so lame. i missed you.