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May 11, 2005 01:13

so this year is over. i suppose its time for the neccesary end-of-the-year-reflecting-back-post. whew.

well, ive changed a lot. some say for the good, some say for the bad. i say plainly that ive changed. i know who i am and im not afraid of it...im strong and im intelligent and damn it attractive too. i know i can accomplish what i put my mind to, whether it be making and A in calc or making a relationship work. ive also learned that im totally okay with people not liking me. hey--i dont like everyone, so by default there will be people out there who don't like me. ive learned to deal with loss--the literal death of a friend, and one who is moving all the way back to VA, sure to keep being awesome without me.

about that. my favorite emory love is transferring...my roomate. most people out there reading this dont know her, but shes awesome and always nice to me (hard to do considering my actions sometimes). in the last few days i realized that emory really is going to be a different place without her. i mean, in a way she is emory to me...there through it all from the very first day making me laugh about stupid things from mexicans in the closet to cat noises. and listening to me bitch about everything and everyone...and being my going out partner and drinking buddy. taylor, dont leave! so that stinks and i think nothing will be better than freshman year because that will always be my glory days with tay.

although i havent been good about keeping in touch with people at home, i think it will be a blast once i return. i mean its given that ryan is my favorite person in the world, and im never sad as long as hes there to sing urrrrrsher and listen to me pretend that im smart. i just cant wait to have the high school kids without the high school drama. AHHH so much fun to be had.

things on my mind right now:

-health final in t-minus 7 hours
-i need a job. i mean really need a job.
-half marathon? can it be done?
-im never tired when i actually want to sleep.

okay so i dont really know what this entry has turned into. pretty much just me being crazy and out of touch with everything per usual. but hey, as established i love me so whoooo cares.

ill be back in marietta thurs...get excited!
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