so I never did get to writing up the whole week before winter break. I mean, it's not particularly important, anyway. I lost the original saved draft and I don't feel like backtracking through a bunch of shit I already tried to explain, anyway ( Read more... )

sick, this sucks :(

finding the time to organize my thoughts and keep track of my life in here is so much more difficult than how it used to be. I guess I got used to having stories to tell all the time in the summer and now that life's slowed down a bunch I'm not really sure what to do. I do really like this picture of me though:


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has been pretty up and down lately, I guess because I've been really inconsistent with taking my medication. looking back on it that last entry was a pretty fucking dumb thing to publish, but at the time I really meant every word. I usually try to avoid communicating with anyone through any medium at all when I'm like that, specifically because of ( Read more... )

sorry I've been so damn lazy. finally back in the city. gwen's gone now, and my house feels weirdly empty without him. jessica's moving to california tomorrow, too. and I have a bunch of college shit to take care of before school starts. ugh, this is always the worst part of the year.

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I bleached it again with a super blue bleach, and it's still not perfect, but it's as good as it's gonna get.


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for some reason it didn't do shit. I don't think it was violet enough. I'm beginning to think the folks at ricky's have no idea what they're talking about. my mom tried to take me to supercuts to see what they could do, which was annoying and embarrassing because despite loving how my haircut looks I know it's uneven and unprofessional, and this ( Read more... )

it was the end of the year trip day, and every class goes on a different trip. the frosh get six flags, the sophmores get the bronx zoo, and the juniors...fuckin' bowling. I don't think you understand how bad I am at bowling. I played two games, and finished the first with a 36 and the second with a 41 ( Read more... )

I need to make a change before this cycle begins again though. I can't keep returning to my old ways, realizing I don't like them, becoming miserable, taking a day off to wallow in it, and going back to my old ways the next.

some good things did come of today thoughI figured I've been lurking tumblr and saving what I like for so long that I might ( Read more... )

and this day is already draaaagggiiinnng.