so this weekend was really nice
and a lot of fun shit happened but right now I'm kinda bugging over something I recieved earlier this morning:
"Hello.I apologize if im out of line. You are a great person and was one of the only people i could turn to. I hope you could except my apology...possibly in person one day if that is'nt out of the question.....i just may leave new york and the east coast for good after this summer and it would eat at me for a long time knowing my intentions seemed fucked and caustic in your eyes,while they were far from it. If you dont want to except my apology i completely understand......Just think it over."
that's from jeff, sent at like 4:10 in the morning. holy fuck man, it's been so long. so I've been continuing the conversation over facebook messages since then and I actually feel really good about it. it's a relief to not be on bad terms with him anymore. I haven't even had anything against him recently, actually, because since my whole life has been going so well it's finally allowed me to get over my anger and my feelings for him and my bitterness. I always knew I'd miss being his friend eventually, because above all we were really close friends. I just haven't really been up to putting the effort into reaching back out to him. and now here he is, 10 months since the last time we spoke, perfectly timed RIGHT after I had finally put all the bad times behind me, extending the olive branch. it was just a really nice coincidence, I guess.
cheers for now dudes.
"Hello.I apologize if im out of line. You are a great person and was one of the only people i could turn to. I hope you could except my apology...possibly in person one day if that is'nt out of the question.....i just may leave new york and the east coast for good after this summer and it would eat at me for a long time knowing my intentions seemed fucked and caustic in your eyes,while they were far from it. If you dont want to except my apology i completely understand......Just think it over."
that's from jeff, sent at like 4:10 in the morning. holy fuck man, it's been so long. so I've been continuing the conversation over facebook messages since then and I actually feel really good about it. it's a relief to not be on bad terms with him anymore. I haven't even had anything against him recently, actually, because since my whole life has been going so well it's finally allowed me to get over my anger and my feelings for him and my bitterness. I always knew I'd miss being his friend eventually, because above all we were really close friends. I just haven't really been up to putting the effort into reaching back out to him. and now here he is, 10 months since the last time we spoke, perfectly timed RIGHT after I had finally put all the bad times behind me, extending the olive branch. it was just a really nice coincidence, I guess.
cheers for now dudes.