I think I'm starting to
hate my mom, a little bit. and it hurts me a lot to say that. it really fucking sucks.
the worst part is she puts the entirety of the blame on me for the deterioration of our relationship over the past few months. well, maybe most of it on me, and a portion of it on emily (which is even fucking WORSE). she accepts no responsibility for it whatsoever. I'm selfish because I want to have fun. I'm immature because I want to be happy. I'm inconsiderate because I enjoy spending time with my friends. I'm dumb and impressionable because when I'm with emily I make decisions for myself and fight to defend them. My priorities are wrong because school makes me feel miserable all the time now. I'm deliberately throwing my life away because getting the work done is harder for me than it's ever been before, because I can't help but procrastinate. I'm throwing my whole life away, apparently.
you know what, fuck you.
cheers.
the worst part is she puts the entirety of the blame on me for the deterioration of our relationship over the past few months. well, maybe most of it on me, and a portion of it on emily (which is even fucking WORSE). she accepts no responsibility for it whatsoever. I'm selfish because I want to have fun. I'm immature because I want to be happy. I'm inconsiderate because I enjoy spending time with my friends. I'm dumb and impressionable because when I'm with emily I make decisions for myself and fight to defend them. My priorities are wrong because school makes me feel miserable all the time now. I'm deliberately throwing my life away because getting the work done is harder for me than it's ever been before, because I can't help but procrastinate. I'm throwing my whole life away, apparently.
you know what, fuck you.
cheers.