food!
me and shawn made this fucking amazing goddam stirfry craziness. basically onions, snowpeas, garlic, olive oil, soy sauce, general tso's sauce, peanut sauce, a whole lot of spices, and like every kind of vegetable protein known to man (namely, boca burger ground meat, textured vegetable protein and tofu). I am OVERLOADED with flavor right now. cooking my own meals makes me feel so good about myself.
beyond my enthusiasm over tonight's dinner, daisy and falco had a playdate today! they were so cute. they love fucking fighting each other over chew toys though there was more than enough for the two of them to share...I guess that's not as fun though.
also, I found out that molly and arthur definitely did not hook up, which is awesome, and that arthur was all too probably dating some other chick back home who was on vacation in russia while he was here with me (and who he told me several days before he even arrived that he had a huge falling out with and wasn't seeing any more), which is not awesome but finally allows me to write him off as yet another lying sack of shit. woop woop!
besides midterms looming just two days away, I'm actually feeling better, on the overall, lately, not to say that it's still not a struggle. I very nearly made another entry two nights ago in the midst of another total break down but jessica finally answered her phone. but my goal right now is not to be miserable about the present, or indulge in overblown fantasies about the future, and just, enjoy happiness when it strikes me.
cheers!