i'm baaaaack!
I'm back from Utah finally...I dont think i couldve gotten outta there fast enough! o.O
Nah...I had a good time :) I went snowboarding a lot which i ended up being pretty decent at. I'm offically in love...when we took the boards back i was ready to go home cuz i mean i really wasnt there for much else...and we still had like almost 2 days before we left at that point -_- I feel bad for Elise cuz i bitched a lot.........I dunno though, Utah is weird...The people there are narotic (sp?) and i just felt ridiculously out of place. I'm glad to be home to say the least :) I missed it here.
I'm going to spend the summer surfing and the winter snowboarding <3 it'll be love. ^_^ Those are two sports i definitely want to get good at and know i could be good at :)
Anyway...I had fun
I miss Sarah sooo much...It sux cuz it seems like i always fucking miss her. I wish she couldve been there w/ us...Me and Elise talked about her a lot. I wish i wouldve called her...But i didnt know that her spring break was the same as Elise's so i didnt cuz i thought she'd be in school...and the time change is weird so i didnt know when she'd be working...I'm kickin my own ass now cuz i dont know when i'll be able to get a hold of her again. It seems like everytime i call she's working...which makes me realize that i need a job...
I dont think the pink dye on my head is going to get me there any closer though o.O I suck...But i need to get back on track w/ school right now and am not going to have much motivation for it if i get a job.... And unfortunetly it's the most important thing right now...
So is getting my head back on straight...I feel like i'm in such a fog latly. Getting the fuck outta here was good for me though. But now i'm back and all my baggage has been waiting for me at the door <3 Gary, school, inner conflict especially, work (or lack there of), drama drama drama from every fuckin direction...The inner conflict w/ myself has been killing me... I just feel so guilty about some things that have happened this year...I just really hope i yank myself out of this hole pretty soon...As of right now i'm digging my own grave...Who knows if i'll get smart enough to pull myself out..or if i'll just end up barried.
You know you like my crappy metaphors. lol
I apply my personality in a paste.
Nah...I had a good time :) I went snowboarding a lot which i ended up being pretty decent at. I'm offically in love...when we took the boards back i was ready to go home cuz i mean i really wasnt there for much else...and we still had like almost 2 days before we left at that point -_- I feel bad for Elise cuz i bitched a lot.........I dunno though, Utah is weird...The people there are narotic (sp?) and i just felt ridiculously out of place. I'm glad to be home to say the least :) I missed it here.
I'm going to spend the summer surfing and the winter snowboarding <3 it'll be love. ^_^ Those are two sports i definitely want to get good at and know i could be good at :)
Anyway...I had fun
I miss Sarah sooo much...It sux cuz it seems like i always fucking miss her. I wish she couldve been there w/ us...Me and Elise talked about her a lot. I wish i wouldve called her...But i didnt know that her spring break was the same as Elise's so i didnt cuz i thought she'd be in school...and the time change is weird so i didnt know when she'd be working...I'm kickin my own ass now cuz i dont know when i'll be able to get a hold of her again. It seems like everytime i call she's working...which makes me realize that i need a job...
I dont think the pink dye on my head is going to get me there any closer though o.O I suck...But i need to get back on track w/ school right now and am not going to have much motivation for it if i get a job.... And unfortunetly it's the most important thing right now...
So is getting my head back on straight...I feel like i'm in such a fog latly. Getting the fuck outta here was good for me though. But now i'm back and all my baggage has been waiting for me at the door <3 Gary, school, inner conflict especially, work (or lack there of), drama drama drama from every fuckin direction...The inner conflict w/ myself has been killing me... I just feel so guilty about some things that have happened this year...I just really hope i yank myself out of this hole pretty soon...As of right now i'm digging my own grave...Who knows if i'll get smart enough to pull myself out..or if i'll just end up barried.
You know you like my crappy metaphors. lol
I apply my personality in a paste.