Frustrated.
I feel so frustrated. I dont even want to go to school. I mean, this week we'll be having are fourth mid-term exams and for the two weeks we've been busy for the prom and foundation day. I cant even remember a thing about what I've learn. And for math, forget it. Im a complete sucker at that subject. I dont want to cram or study or do anything. I just want to relax. Though for the past two weeks all we did was relax. Practice-practice-lang. But Im not yet mentally prepared for the exams. Its unfair to let us do nothing for so long and throw all the job undone in a single swing. This is the only way I could complain, I could complain and complain but I still dont have a choice I have to follow the rules at school. Im so pissed. I wish I could run away from this, I wish I could escape all the responsibilities that I have. But, NO I cant. I can always do what I want, ignore the fact that I have an exam to pass and a project to do. But I'd have to do them, I cant seem to ignore them. Which makes me wonder how other people can just have fun and do nothing. I hate this. i hate the annoying phone calls. I hate the fact that I exist in a world where exams exist. Arrrrrrrrrrrrg. It's killing me. Im really lazy and I get bored easily, well that's just me and NO Im not willing to change, not now, maybe someday when I finally realize that I have to take things a seriously if I want to survive. But now, Im comfortable about the fact that I have to be dependent to my parents, it doesnt bother me. After all, thier the reason why I exist. They should be responsible for their actions in which they already are. Did I mess up something, wrong grammar, spelling..whatever...Im sorry. You just have to put up with it.