we remember thee Zion
Yesterday was a very, very dark day.
Sometimes I have these days when I am on the verge of tears for hours and it's impossible to explain why. When I want to go home and get in bed and stay there for hours. When I'm so depressed I can't think. When I can't see an end to any of this, to what I'm going through.
It is really hard to get through those days.
Yesterday was one of those days.
Fortunately today is a bit better. A bit. Though I have been on a terrible streak of eating badly, starting with pizza on Friday for lunch and going straight through to that small piece of pizza I had an hour ago as a snack.
I'm going tonight to get new running shoes, which I'm hoping will stop the numbness on my feet and calves.
Summer is almost over and I haven't gone to the beach, haven't picnicked, haven't done shit.
Working here, days and weeks and times of the year don't even matter.
Sometimes I have these days when I am on the verge of tears for hours and it's impossible to explain why. When I want to go home and get in bed and stay there for hours. When I'm so depressed I can't think. When I can't see an end to any of this, to what I'm going through.
It is really hard to get through those days.
Yesterday was one of those days.
Fortunately today is a bit better. A bit. Though I have been on a terrible streak of eating badly, starting with pizza on Friday for lunch and going straight through to that small piece of pizza I had an hour ago as a snack.
I'm going tonight to get new running shoes, which I'm hoping will stop the numbness on my feet and calves.
Summer is almost over and I haven't gone to the beach, haven't picnicked, haven't done shit.
Working here, days and weeks and times of the year don't even matter.