how are you intoxicating my life
I normally don't do this but I want to see if this will help me to over come many obstacles that are being thrown at me at this current moment.
Why are you always in my head our memories shared for what seems like an eternity
my heart throbs for what use to be
but dies at the thought of it being never
my life has turned into nothing but roller coster
my heart still urns for your affection even though
it belongs to someone else
my dreams of the future have been crushed by you simple little words
"I don't love you anymore"
I wish i could say the same. Now
I have another in my heart but yet the same problem
remains. Why can I not find happiness
Why have I been doomed by myself in this cloud of darkness
When will my sunishine come beyond the rain
How many times must I cry myself to sleep b/c of you
or another.
Why is my heart now torn but there is not a choice
you are gone enjoying another life with someone else
I am here thinking of so many memories of you in my heart
but the one I feel is right here with me
How can I be so confused.
Why is the person with me, not really want to be with me
like down and for real with me
like you want me just not right now
I want you now and to stay with you now
Why must I always have everything the hard
way nothing can be easy for me
I love you. both of you.
Although one I wish would drop off of this
earth. b/c you broke my heart and the other
please don't do the samething.
I want this and I want you but my life and my heart is
confused.
I really don't know what any of this is suppose to mean but it was all on my mind
so I thought I might as well get it off of my chest
Why are you always in my head our memories shared for what seems like an eternity
my heart throbs for what use to be
but dies at the thought of it being never
my life has turned into nothing but roller coster
my heart still urns for your affection even though
it belongs to someone else
my dreams of the future have been crushed by you simple little words
"I don't love you anymore"
I wish i could say the same. Now
I have another in my heart but yet the same problem
remains. Why can I not find happiness
Why have I been doomed by myself in this cloud of darkness
When will my sunishine come beyond the rain
How many times must I cry myself to sleep b/c of you
or another.
Why is my heart now torn but there is not a choice
you are gone enjoying another life with someone else
I am here thinking of so many memories of you in my heart
but the one I feel is right here with me
How can I be so confused.
Why is the person with me, not really want to be with me
like down and for real with me
like you want me just not right now
I want you now and to stay with you now
Why must I always have everything the hard
way nothing can be easy for me
I love you. both of you.
Although one I wish would drop off of this
earth. b/c you broke my heart and the other
please don't do the samething.
I want this and I want you but my life and my heart is
confused.
I really don't know what any of this is suppose to mean but it was all on my mind
so I thought I might as well get it off of my chest