my turn to talk

[skivied]

I've been real busy lately with class and work and everything that i haven't had much time to update at all. over all life isn't that bad. could be better could be worse, we're all alive and all are free in America. so what more could we want. im in a great relationship with a great girl and couldn't ask for better. n e way, however there is something i want to get off my chest. i feel like i've been silent a lil too long, but this is only my view and opinion. im not trying to start trouble or n e thing; in fact i which i could fix the problems already started but im not superman and can't do everything or even work miracles. n e way here goes. sean, we've been best buds ever since HS. monica i've known u for a while, even b4 you and sean even met and have even become friends and hung out with u on occasions, and i've gotten to know u pretty well. nothing hurts me more than to see to people hate, and be mad at each other and have major problems especially when it involves two close friends of mine. however all i can do is be supportive of both ppl and let u guys work out ur differences and whether the solution is never talking to each other again, or getting back together or even just being friends i can only support friends and be the best friend that one can be. it would seem obvious that i would take sean's side in this because i've know him longer and we are practically brothers. he's been there when i needed someone and has given me advice when needed and help when needed. we've been through so much together. and monica we've shared some good times as well, from bible group, to hanging out at the coffee house, to movies, and even just talking on the way taking u up to the airport or on line. i personally want to be able to support both of u and be able to talk to each of u whenever necessary. but we must all keep in mind the third person's view's, opinions, and best interest. however, the third person is presently unable to talk and make a decision for him/her self. so i guess u could say in this whole situation im on the baby's side. being that im not the mother nor the father of the child i can't make a decision for the child but rather only support the best interest of the child. for it is the responsibility of the MOTHER AND THE FATHER to make such desions. basically all i ask is for the baby to be given the best life possible. even if both parents hate eachother to death, make the sacrifice for the child who did nothing wrong. guys, i love u both and want the best for both of u and especailly for the child involved. im here for both of u if u need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on or even to share a laugh, im here. for now im going to bed and i feel better that i got that off my chest.
don't worry kel, i didn't forget about u. love u :-)