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why do i try so hard for the one person that makes me happy.... i get nothing in return anymore.... i think its time that i give up on her and give up trying anything to be with her.... im sick of sitting around waiting for her to make up her god damn mind on weather she wants to be with me or not..... she already knows that i want to be with her but she needs to stop playing all her god damned games so that i know what the fuck is going on...... if not she has a couple more days before i finally just kick it to the curb and move on with my life.... its going to be sooooo fucking hard for me to do that but its going to be better then me just sitting around wondering what the fuck is going on..............