i sit wondering what the fuck am i doing
ok so like today i have started to try and figure out my life and y the fuck is everything the way it is... i have also tried to figure out why i like the people i like of if it is just me lusting over the person.... i just all confused and just being like fuck that shit and all..... any way im feeling like i am going to lose another friend soon and i dont know who it is.... last time i felt i was going to lose some one i did and that person is just nothin to me now i still worry bout that person but hey what can i do..... so any way i need to get me a girlfriend that i can hold.... dotty if u read this its nothin towards u i just need some one to be here in ohio with me........ but i dont kow who i want to be with there are these two girls one has a bf and the other is free but her parents dont want me to be around her then there is this one girl but she too old for me and she lives in the falls(sluts) i just dont know what the fuck i want any more i am just tryin to find myself inside of this crazy ass world..... well im out ttyl