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Ohh sooo dizzy.. i have no energy whatso ever. im so tired and i have a never ending headache.. alls i wanna do is eat sleep and throw up.. and my body hurts. I think its just everything taking a toll on me.. Urgh i like alex more and more everyday. and that scares me. it really does alot. Idk. im so mixed up and confused and i cant even describe how i am anymore.. but even people around me notice im really odd anymore. i wish i knew why.. Gah um i think i might lay down or something. its super bright in my basement and its giving me a headache.