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Shoot me now and end my suffering. Let me walk peacefully in the shadow with a clear head. I do not wish for this life anymore. Why is this not easier. Why did they perpare me for so little when there is so much. I hate them all. I shall never succeed. I wish to bash my head against a brick wall and see what falls out. There is too much there, talking all at once, screaming and crying. Make it stop. Make it end. Let me fly away in to a land of freedom. Or let me sit and cry. One can not live like this for long. Shoot me now...please end my suffering. I was not ready.