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ok so i had to update again cuz i just got in another bad mood over the same thing that has been bothering me for like the past month or so.
i was reading over old entries..and i came across this one about how me jenna sam and billy went to the mall. and i ACTUALLY said sam was being funny and i had a fun night. and you know what? that makes me so mad.
i mean other than the fact that sam and i now despise each other..
him and jenna are moving to florida this month. and she told me in like november and was like yeah we're gonna hang out real soon and definately alot of times before i leave. i'll call ya soon (and i was the one who called her after like a month of not talking to her) and guess who never called me? yeah.thats right. never. and it really upsets me i guess. i think if i wasnt so tired i might cry.
but like i dunno.throughout the past few years shes been one of my absolute best friends. and i owe so much of who i am now to her. and like she just vanished from my life all of a sudden. and it sucks. and i wanna be so mad at her for not calling to hang out. or even calling to tell me goodbye. it just makes me so sad. i cant even say im mad. im not mad, my feelings are just really hurt. it sucks so bad. i miss her so much.. and im probly never going to talk to her again since im sure shes left for florida already.
sad stuff
i was reading over old entries..and i came across this one about how me jenna sam and billy went to the mall. and i ACTUALLY said sam was being funny and i had a fun night. and you know what? that makes me so mad.
i mean other than the fact that sam and i now despise each other..
him and jenna are moving to florida this month. and she told me in like november and was like yeah we're gonna hang out real soon and definately alot of times before i leave. i'll call ya soon (and i was the one who called her after like a month of not talking to her) and guess who never called me? yeah.thats right. never. and it really upsets me i guess. i think if i wasnt so tired i might cry.
but like i dunno.throughout the past few years shes been one of my absolute best friends. and i owe so much of who i am now to her. and like she just vanished from my life all of a sudden. and it sucks. and i wanna be so mad at her for not calling to hang out. or even calling to tell me goodbye. it just makes me so sad. i cant even say im mad. im not mad, my feelings are just really hurt. it sucks so bad. i miss her so much.. and im probly never going to talk to her again since im sure shes left for florida already.
sad stuff