i normally try to be as humble as possible, sometimes more than one should be,
...but this post proves that we all have our "huge ego" type moments. or at least it proves that i do.
i read (or at least try to read) everyone of my LJ friends' entries (yes, this includes ones that are like "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on this" and I don't because I just feel I don't have any input that's worth giving, doesn't mean I didn't read it.. hahaha) and i hope they do same to mind or at least they briefly glance at it as they're scrolling past.. haha. you might wonder about that scroll thing, let me explain, i was looking at my friends and i realized, "holy crap.. i'm friends with a LOT more people than people who are friends with me." in other words people who won't even scroll past my entry, much less read it, because i'm not there on the list and i guess this is where the ego part certainally comes in: why am i reading your shit if you aren't looking or at least briefly glancing at mine? notice, i didn't make mention of comments.. i love those, but to me what's most important is someone at least looked at thoughts no matter how trivial, important, or average bland i poured out. i put 'em on here 'cos obviously i want others to see them. anyway, fuck it. i got rid of some "friends" and now "friends" and "friends of" are more equal. yay.
i read (or at least try to read) everyone of my LJ friends' entries (yes, this includes ones that are like "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on this" and I don't because I just feel I don't have any input that's worth giving, doesn't mean I didn't read it.. hahaha) and i hope they do same to mind or at least they briefly glance at it as they're scrolling past.. haha. you might wonder about that scroll thing, let me explain, i was looking at my friends and i realized, "holy crap.. i'm friends with a LOT more people than people who are friends with me." in other words people who won't even scroll past my entry, much less read it, because i'm not there on the list and i guess this is where the ego part certainally comes in: why am i reading your shit if you aren't looking or at least briefly glancing at mine? notice, i didn't make mention of comments.. i love those, but to me what's most important is someone at least looked at thoughts no matter how trivial, important, or average bland i poured out. i put 'em on here 'cos obviously i want others to see them. anyway, fuck it. i got rid of some "friends" and now "friends" and "friends of" are more equal. yay.