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I thought yesterday was the worst day ever, but nothing compares to what happened to me today. My mom agreed she would watch the baby today for me because she knew how important this testing was. So last night I was all happy I wouldn't have to worry about it. Well I leave early with my stepdad so I can get a ride into town. The baby was still asleep when I left and my mom knew she had to make sure she got up to watch him. Well at about 11:00 I called the house to check on my baby because that's about the time he normally wakes up, and I wanted to make sure my mom was up watching him. The line was busy. I thought maybe she was on the phone so I waited and tryed back later. The line was busy all day. So I was freaking out. I had no way to check up on my baby and I was getting really scared. So since I was so scared and nervous I couldn't even focus on the test, and I know I did terrible. I finally got through to my brother at about 5:00. Come to find out my mom had got the baby up and left him on the living room floor completley unsupervised. Who knows what he could have done to himself, and my mom wouldn't even have been able to hear if anything went wrong. Well my brother agreed to watch him until I could get home. I thank him so much for that. I will never trust my baby with her ever again. I can't believe someone can be so irresponsible. Worst of all is I can't even make up that test. That is going to be on my permanent record. I have to be thankful nothing happened to my baby though. I'm going to try to be more optimistic. I hate typing this depressing crap. I learned my lesson though, I just never thought my own mother would ever do anything like that. Whatever hopefully i'll have something good to post tomorrow. Bye for now.