I look inside myself and see my heart is painted black

[skittlesonacid]

Stayed home today... didnt feel like going to school... shyt i dont feel like going to work later either... i dont want to do anything. Somethings have changed and maybe for the good... expeacilly since i had to be lied to about it. i can move on now. i'm pretty sure of that. Although thru this whole thing my heart has been "painted black" (like this ♥ <- see how its black?) and now i'm heartless... i really dont care about things anymore that i used to show feelings for. like my kitten Nightmare.. i need to get rid of him like today. he's such a pain in the ass he destroyes EVERYTHING and runs around like he's on speed. plus i cant see my other cat in depression anymore.

i just dont give a fuck anymore.
Trix