He's gonna be sorry...
All I have to say is I feel really selfish today. I feel like I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks... I'm sick of putting myself out there and getting fucked over and emotional abused. I know everyone has there problems and I'm sick of playing punch the pillow where I'm like the pillow... So tonite's the night... It's over. He will cry but I won't give in. I'm leaving him. I'm gone. I will update later to let you know how it went...