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so i came home from mexico two nights ago, set down my suitcase, and walked into my bedroom. and there on my bed were two dozen roses, a duck in disguise (a stuffed animal chicken thing), and a note written on a paper plate that said "i missed you hun."
from levon. so to make a long story short, he and i decided we're going to try and give things another shot. *ducks and hides from the inevitable things that ella will throw at my head*
i'm still not looking for anything that is forever, but it just seemed to make sense. we've been hanging out a lot lately. and i do love him, not in the stupid head-over-heels way that i used to, when he could do no wrong. it's more like, i love him for who he is and the way he makes me feel about myself. there's honesty this time around. i told him everything that happened in mexico, since i learned that skirting the issue will usually just come around to bite you in the ass.
it's kind of weird. having a "boyfriend" again. definitely not used to that...which is weird.
from levon. so to make a long story short, he and i decided we're going to try and give things another shot. *ducks and hides from the inevitable things that ella will throw at my head*
i'm still not looking for anything that is forever, but it just seemed to make sense. we've been hanging out a lot lately. and i do love him, not in the stupid head-over-heels way that i used to, when he could do no wrong. it's more like, i love him for who he is and the way he makes me feel about myself. there's honesty this time around. i told him everything that happened in mexico, since i learned that skirting the issue will usually just come around to bite you in the ass.
it's kind of weird. having a "boyfriend" again. definitely not used to that...which is weird.