it's all just words.
I miss you like a hijacked airplane (for the old boy, I've yet to find a more perfect description of the way I feel about what happened).
However.
I've been giving a lot of thought as to the way I approach relationships lately and I'm wondering if I haven't been going about it all the wrong way.
It's like, I put my everything...no, that's not the right way of saying it. Okay, so when I'm in a relationship, I try my best to be everything that the other person wants, to do everything I can for them, basically to be the best girlfriend I can be.
The problem comes in, I guess, when it comes to want I want in return from the other person. What I need is to know that they are there for me, physically as well as emotionally. It's like I need the love and affection from them the same way that I need air or food. Where I seem to go wrong is when I can't be in close, physical contact with the other person. My last three failed relationships, Levon, Matt, Chris, they all ended after I left the country, I guess because I needed to have someone THERE with me right THEN.
(insert big long rant about crap childhood and lack of love between family members and how it affects current views of love) blah blah blah (end rant)
Anyways, I've decided to quit this entry, while I'm ahead.
However.
I've been giving a lot of thought as to the way I approach relationships lately and I'm wondering if I haven't been going about it all the wrong way.
It's like, I put my everything...no, that's not the right way of saying it. Okay, so when I'm in a relationship, I try my best to be everything that the other person wants, to do everything I can for them, basically to be the best girlfriend I can be.
The problem comes in, I guess, when it comes to want I want in return from the other person. What I need is to know that they are there for me, physically as well as emotionally. It's like I need the love and affection from them the same way that I need air or food. Where I seem to go wrong is when I can't be in close, physical contact with the other person. My last three failed relationships, Levon, Matt, Chris, they all ended after I left the country, I guess because I needed to have someone THERE with me right THEN.
(insert big long rant about crap childhood and lack of love between family members and how it affects current views of love) blah blah blah (end rant)
Anyways, I've decided to quit this entry, while I'm ahead.