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well, i am apparently worse at updating from home than i am at school, rather pathetic i'd say. maybe not, i'm not on the computer that often here.
anyways
i got a job today. it's exactly the kind of job i didn't want. however, my mom keeps holding over my head anything she helps me with, so this can help free me of that, i hope. as long as it doesn't enter the realm of ridiculous. whatever, i dunno. i'm not excited but if the guy i talked to is serious, the money should be worth it to me.
the school finally processed my financial aid stuff, not that i've received it, but at least i know that it is coming.
i miss ben.
i haven't gotten to really talk to him since saturday even... last night i was so tired when he called that i don't even remember most of what he said, and i feel bad for it. i broke down and called and asked his parents to leave a note for him to call me tonight, they were so nice. i like them very much. his dad and i chatted and both his parents congratulated me on getting a job, which was sweet of them. i hope he calls. anyone who reads this is welcome to please give me a call. i hate being at home. i can't wait for school to start again. my mom's house is intense and i get treated worse than the dog. now i am on bad enough terms with my dad that i can't even run to him....
i know some, like aaron, use entries like this as excellent examples of how much people whine on here. sorry about that. i just.... i dunno.... i just wish.... so much, too much i guess. anyways, i'm done here.
hope others are having a better break.
can't wait to see everyone again.
anyways
i got a job today. it's exactly the kind of job i didn't want. however, my mom keeps holding over my head anything she helps me with, so this can help free me of that, i hope. as long as it doesn't enter the realm of ridiculous. whatever, i dunno. i'm not excited but if the guy i talked to is serious, the money should be worth it to me.
the school finally processed my financial aid stuff, not that i've received it, but at least i know that it is coming.
i miss ben.
i haven't gotten to really talk to him since saturday even... last night i was so tired when he called that i don't even remember most of what he said, and i feel bad for it. i broke down and called and asked his parents to leave a note for him to call me tonight, they were so nice. i like them very much. his dad and i chatted and both his parents congratulated me on getting a job, which was sweet of them. i hope he calls. anyone who reads this is welcome to please give me a call. i hate being at home. i can't wait for school to start again. my mom's house is intense and i get treated worse than the dog. now i am on bad enough terms with my dad that i can't even run to him....
i know some, like aaron, use entries like this as excellent examples of how much people whine on here. sorry about that. i just.... i dunno.... i just wish.... so much, too much i guess. anyways, i'm done here.
hope others are having a better break.
can't wait to see everyone again.