where am I?
lol I realize I dont even really use this anymore. But I was typing How I feel and everything on my myspace page, and I decided to put it in here. Its just about where I am right now with friends and everything, and yeah u can read it:)
I am kind of in a weird position right now with my friends where the group of friends I've always spent my time with has kind of split. We were all best friends and when they split, it put me in a place where I cant just choose either one because I love them both. But as a result, they have both gone off and joined other people and for me, I dont know where I am anymore. A lot of my friends have changed a lot within this last year, and its hard when some change so much that you dont enjoy spending time with them like you did before, and you feel like you lost a best friend, or two or three or even more. Other times, they will meet other people and become friends with them, and almost leave you behind. So with one month of school left till I leave, Im kind of stuck in a rut where I dont know what to do, and I dont know who my friends are anymore. I kind of lost what I had. Im still friends with both of them, but its not the same anymore. But its times like these that give me a chance to learn about friendship, and who you want to be friends with, and who you may not want to be friends with. I dont regret being friends with any of my friends this year, It's just the time that we all are moving on. But by watching certain people, or close friends who hang out with other people, it becomes easy to see how the people who you hang out with can influence the person you become. And I've seen how fast certain people can change in such a short period of time, good, or bad. And for me it's sometimes hard to understand how you can spend so much time with someone and build such a strong friendship or bond over a long period of time, and over a short period of time, it all just dissolves, and you dont even talk anymore. But it's been nice to have the boyfriend that I have thats been by my side the whole time! Thanks babe:) So as it comes to an end, I am happy to say I will be out of this school in less than one month. I am excited for this upcoming summer as its my last summer before I leave off on my own, and its a chance to spend all the time with my boyfriend or my friends who I havent gotten to spend as much time with during the school year :-/
ah Im so excited for this summer!! But I love you all, and get ready to kiss our high school years goodbye! :-*
I am kind of in a weird position right now with my friends where the group of friends I've always spent my time with has kind of split. We were all best friends and when they split, it put me in a place where I cant just choose either one because I love them both. But as a result, they have both gone off and joined other people and for me, I dont know where I am anymore. A lot of my friends have changed a lot within this last year, and its hard when some change so much that you dont enjoy spending time with them like you did before, and you feel like you lost a best friend, or two or three or even more. Other times, they will meet other people and become friends with them, and almost leave you behind. So with one month of school left till I leave, Im kind of stuck in a rut where I dont know what to do, and I dont know who my friends are anymore. I kind of lost what I had. Im still friends with both of them, but its not the same anymore. But its times like these that give me a chance to learn about friendship, and who you want to be friends with, and who you may not want to be friends with. I dont regret being friends with any of my friends this year, It's just the time that we all are moving on. But by watching certain people, or close friends who hang out with other people, it becomes easy to see how the people who you hang out with can influence the person you become. And I've seen how fast certain people can change in such a short period of time, good, or bad. And for me it's sometimes hard to understand how you can spend so much time with someone and build such a strong friendship or bond over a long period of time, and over a short period of time, it all just dissolves, and you dont even talk anymore. But it's been nice to have the boyfriend that I have thats been by my side the whole time! Thanks babe:) So as it comes to an end, I am happy to say I will be out of this school in less than one month. I am excited for this upcoming summer as its my last summer before I leave off on my own, and its a chance to spend all the time with my boyfriend or my friends who I havent gotten to spend as much time with during the school year :-/
ah Im so excited for this summer!! But I love you all, and get ready to kiss our high school years goodbye! :-*