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Well everything went to SHIT!!!! Big throw down at James' house. No one ended up winning. but at least i still have a place to live still.
Today I went out lookin for a job. I think i found one too. at a dog grooming place. I guess the womans husband is goin in for open heart surgery and they will be looking for some help...So she said she'll call me by the end of this week and try me out. So thats something im looking forward to.
4th of July I went over ACDs. Pretty cool. But we all left n went to Chris' house bc a bunch of ppl showed up that we didnt know. Plus ACD was about to beat a bitches ass for sayin she was gonna take Billy into the bathroom. lol I dont blame her...forreal.
Then the next day (saturday) we all went to Clean Water Beach. (heath beach?) It was fucking fabulous out there. I loved it. We even brought Ashes n Ethan with us. James got burnt as fuck tho. poor boy. lol
James n me have been getting along good. But im in constant fear of losing him because of my attitude. Im a fucking bitch. I know this. My doctor says theres a chemical imbalance in my brain making me act this way..but the meds are too expensive. Everything is getting to me and Im trying so hard to fix everything..but its just not working that wayyy. So i have to watch everything i say because i guess ive been hurting alot of peoples feelings...i dont know if thats due to the imbalance or if thats just the type of person i turned out to be. If thats the person i am, im afraid to even look forward to the furture.
But other then that bullshit...James n me are getting my moms house.(prollie) Then after we get that, we are getting married. cant wait. hehe
thats my update.
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Today I went out lookin for a job. I think i found one too. at a dog grooming place. I guess the womans husband is goin in for open heart surgery and they will be looking for some help...So she said she'll call me by the end of this week and try me out. So thats something im looking forward to.
4th of July I went over ACDs. Pretty cool. But we all left n went to Chris' house bc a bunch of ppl showed up that we didnt know. Plus ACD was about to beat a bitches ass for sayin she was gonna take Billy into the bathroom. lol I dont blame her...forreal.
Then the next day (saturday) we all went to Clean Water Beach. (heath beach?) It was fucking fabulous out there. I loved it. We even brought Ashes n Ethan with us. James got burnt as fuck tho. poor boy. lol
James n me have been getting along good. But im in constant fear of losing him because of my attitude. Im a fucking bitch. I know this. My doctor says theres a chemical imbalance in my brain making me act this way..but the meds are too expensive. Everything is getting to me and Im trying so hard to fix everything..but its just not working that wayyy. So i have to watch everything i say because i guess ive been hurting alot of peoples feelings...i dont know if thats due to the imbalance or if thats just the type of person i turned out to be. If thats the person i am, im afraid to even look forward to the furture.
But other then that bullshit...James n me are getting my moms house.(prollie) Then after we get that, we are getting married. cant wait. hehe
thats my update.
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