Mason's sick

[skittles2003]

Been up with him all night, so I'm a little sleep deprived. I'm at the point where your mind and body don't exist as one and your body wants to sleep but your brain has become barely attached, tethered to your body like a balloon on a string. And then of course the mind wonders aimlessly, bumping into thoughts and current stressful things, that

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[skittles2003]

It worked out. It was about the shower and I was upset because Belinda has been very passive about the whole shower thing and then Momma sends me a message last week saying we were throwing it this coming up Saturday since Katie wouldn't be here. And Belinda (among others of David's family) couldn't make it because they had work or other family plans. And then Kasey said Belinda could throw her own with his family, and I said there were only 5 of them and she said well if there's only 5 that will be missing why is it such a big deal. She didn't realize what she said when she said it and I was already so tired and pregnant that I just went to crying. David was already so annoyed because he saw how upset I was the day before that that morning he was going to call them and tell them that he would just throw one or we wouldn't have one at all whichever I decided.
Besides, I don't think Katie is going to be able to leave on the 12th like she wants. There is a lot going on with Austin and I don't think it will all be figured out and resolved before then. Of course I can't tell her this, you know how sensitive she is. I would hope that she would stay if they can't get all the dr's appts in and what not but who knows with her. I get missing your husband but why not take care of your son in the States before going overseas! Like I said hopefully it will all be resolved in what...two weeks but you never know.