Oct 18, 2006 22:02
i'm so sick of this miserable feeling. you tell me you love me, you trust me to be yours, then when i break this trust by dancing with my best friend, you tell me its over, you can't deal anymore. well how do you think i feel. i kno i keep messing with your head, but ya know wat, i'm just as confused with this too. why cant we just be together, cuz thats what makes me happy, no matter who you think really does make me happy, its you, i promise its you, your always on my mind, even when i'm out with him it. you make me the most happy, and i dont think you see how miserable i am without you. i wish you could just see the tears that i've cried over you these past two nights, how depressed i've been. but i choose not to return your calls, i'm not sure why. i dont want you to suck me back in, only to do this again, but i know i've done the same to you, and you deserve so much better then what i've put you through, you really are the best thing thats ever happened to me. iloveyou<3