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Well, here we are, July 6th.
It's been...two months. Minimal contact. I wish things could be different. I've tried, I really have, and I don't know how much I can anymore. I really hate that I might've just been played for stupid...but, oh well.
On a happier note, I just got back from vacation in New York. To say I didn't want to come home would be an understatement. I stayed with one of my best friends, and met a group of people I immediately fell in love with. Reconnected with someone from high school, who gave me a proposition I'm considering. Well, that's not entirely true. I'm currently in search of employment there, to hopefully have job security by January. Thoughts of continuing education came up...but I pushed them to the side for now. I really just want to get out of town, and start everything over.
I'm going to consider it my somewhat of a reset button.
It's been...two months. Minimal contact. I wish things could be different. I've tried, I really have, and I don't know how much I can anymore. I really hate that I might've just been played for stupid...but, oh well.
On a happier note, I just got back from vacation in New York. To say I didn't want to come home would be an understatement. I stayed with one of my best friends, and met a group of people I immediately fell in love with. Reconnected with someone from high school, who gave me a proposition I'm considering. Well, that's not entirely true. I'm currently in search of employment there, to hopefully have job security by January. Thoughts of continuing education came up...but I pushed them to the side for now. I really just want to get out of town, and start everything over.
I'm going to consider it my somewhat of a reset button.