Dec 10, 2006 21:22
I have realized that I equate my self-importance with what I make public on this stupid thing.
So, to make myself feel like I have a point in this world, here it goes.
I believe that Heaven is a mythological place devised to give humans a sense of security and and an answer to what happens when we die. I personally believe we go into the ground (traditionally) and our bodies decompose and that is the end. It's not a happy ending, and not one I particularly embrace, but, whatever. It's what I feel in my head.
I believe Hell and the notion of Satan is a mythological place and mythological figure devised as two forms of social control. I would like to believe in demons. Ghosts. Shit like that, but...I don't know what my mind is telling me.
Maybe I'm just being stubborn. But if you do decide to call me that, don't use it as a pretext to trying to enforce your beliefs onto me.
I guess I just invested so much time, energy and faith into the Tooth Fairy and Santa Claus not to mention the Easter Bunny for such a big chunk of my life and with so much enthusiasm...just to be told that they're all lies...I've lost faith in everything.
I really wish I could believe in faeries.