tough times indeed.

May 16, 2015 06:04

Lot going on. The breakup with buddha (aka blaisepascal on here). Awkward and weird....
My mom had a small stroke which cascaded into a much larger stroke that affected (killed) the entire right hemisphere of her brain. Given the nurse's description on the phone? I don't think she will survive. ... but even if she does? This persistent, engaged, passive aggressive, loving, stubborn person will never be the same. My brother emotionally abandoned her roughly four years ago. I had hopes that he would fix his karma by doing right by my father. He apparently decided to go back to north carolina yesterday. ... just as it's getting excruciating and might call for a funeral service.
To top it off. Bu and I had an exchange where I almost begged him to use the car and he didn't budge and acted as if my hour of need was an inconvenience to him. Not entirely sure how I feel about this. ... but thankfully I have support. Anyway... I'm going to Rochester with my Master and my dear friend rob is driving me to syracuse on Thursday. So yeah.... life marches on... or not.....
See you on the flip side.
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