All that I do comes back to you
Lately I feel like it is funny how things happen and turn out. So many things have come apart, but then there are things that have come together so well. I guess I have learned to almost expect the unexpected.
I took a lot of chances this school year with academics and friends and men. Academically I don't know where I am going now, but I am trying not to let it consume me anymore. I am trying to get into nursing school because I still love the medical field, and whatever happens will happen. The important thing is that I am doing my best.
I think I have learned who true friends are. They are the ones who will be there for me through tough times and in good times. I feel lucky to have such good people in my life.
As for men, I know I have made a big mistake. I thought taking a chance with someone new wouldn't hurt me but it has. The person that I came to know, turned out to be a person I didn't know at all. But I feel like it was something that happened that was there for me to learn from. I also believe it was there to help another relationship come back together. Even though we have been through so many ups and downs, he is still the person I turn to, the one I trust. And trust, being able to talk to him and knowing that he wont judge, trust is everything. And after all this time and everything that has happened, he is still my friend. I will always be thankful for him helping me get through so many hardships.
I know what is important to me now. When I was younger it was my family, and skating, and music, and friends that were important. And I used to think that mainly what you did defined who you are; I was the skater or band geek. But it is not about that. It is about being a good person and letting your individual personality show through. What is important to me now is my family, my true friends, and to follow my heart.
I took a lot of chances this school year with academics and friends and men. Academically I don't know where I am going now, but I am trying not to let it consume me anymore. I am trying to get into nursing school because I still love the medical field, and whatever happens will happen. The important thing is that I am doing my best.
I think I have learned who true friends are. They are the ones who will be there for me through tough times and in good times. I feel lucky to have such good people in my life.
As for men, I know I have made a big mistake. I thought taking a chance with someone new wouldn't hurt me but it has. The person that I came to know, turned out to be a person I didn't know at all. But I feel like it was something that happened that was there for me to learn from. I also believe it was there to help another relationship come back together. Even though we have been through so many ups and downs, he is still the person I turn to, the one I trust. And trust, being able to talk to him and knowing that he wont judge, trust is everything. And after all this time and everything that has happened, he is still my friend. I will always be thankful for him helping me get through so many hardships.
I know what is important to me now. When I was younger it was my family, and skating, and music, and friends that were important. And I used to think that mainly what you did defined who you are; I was the skater or band geek. But it is not about that. It is about being a good person and letting your individual personality show through. What is important to me now is my family, my true friends, and to follow my heart.