AH what the f
ok so a few months ago I could eat whatever I wanted and the next day I'd be back to normal. but now ... oh boy. I thought I could get away with eating an ice cream drum stick thing and like 3 slices of pizzokie with ice cream from BJ's and some pizza as well and then it was all down hill from there. I ate two candy bars yesterday and chips, and I've gained a total of 5 pounds at the snap of a finger. ridiculous. what the crap is watching what you eat all about?? man this sucks so bad. everytime we go out to eat at restaurants, I don't even look at the menu... I go straight for the dessert. no joke... ask anyone!! and now I'm gunna have to eat... salad. which is good but sdkfsjhndf crazy.
the top of my finger is slit open and it's gross and I don't want it to get infected or anything so I called josh to stop by his house to get some neosporin. I don't have any and nobody at the rink had any so I called him and he said he was on his way to the mountains.. and I was like "okay bye!" and hung up. and he called back SCREAMING at me "WHY DID YOU HANG UP ON ME YOU HANG UP ON ME ALL THE TIME AND IT PISSES ME OFF!!!!" I was like WHOAAA dangg chill chill. but he had hung up on me!!! hah but I called back and apoligized and hopefully he won't take it that I did it intentionally I just do it.
so yeah skating is so awesome right now I have no idea what came over me but I'm doing really well and hopefully I'll start double axels soon. *knock on wood* I've been nailing my double double combinations so I'm really proud of myself. I hope I keep this up and do well at the next competition.
tomorrow I'm talking to my counselor about graduating early because I'm taking it to consideration. it would be so fun to get high school over with and go to college at UNLV and then build up and go to a real college... well like another state college in california or something. skjgfsfd everyone talking about college gets me so excited. the only thing is I'm afriad that I'll look back at my high school life and nod my head. freshman year was the bestest year of my whole entire life and nothing will ever beat it. then sophmore year things died down and it's been a down slope from there. this year is slightly better than last, but it's just not fun enough. it's still early so hopefully I can make the best of it.
alright well I'm gunna maybe go on a walk or something. ANYTHING to shed these excess pounds off goodness!! I hope nobody can really tell! =/
<3xoxo<3
ps. go UNLV rebels!! we beat UNR na na na boo boo!! jk hi susan I miss you and love you miss party hardy college girl!!!! ;)
the top of my finger is slit open and it's gross and I don't want it to get infected or anything so I called josh to stop by his house to get some neosporin. I don't have any and nobody at the rink had any so I called him and he said he was on his way to the mountains.. and I was like "okay bye!" and hung up. and he called back SCREAMING at me "WHY DID YOU HANG UP ON ME YOU HANG UP ON ME ALL THE TIME AND IT PISSES ME OFF!!!!" I was like WHOAAA dangg chill chill. but he had hung up on me!!! hah but I called back and apoligized and hopefully he won't take it that I did it intentionally I just do it.
so yeah skating is so awesome right now I have no idea what came over me but I'm doing really well and hopefully I'll start double axels soon. *knock on wood* I've been nailing my double double combinations so I'm really proud of myself. I hope I keep this up and do well at the next competition.
tomorrow I'm talking to my counselor about graduating early because I'm taking it to consideration. it would be so fun to get high school over with and go to college at UNLV and then build up and go to a real college... well like another state college in california or something. skjgfsfd everyone talking about college gets me so excited. the only thing is I'm afriad that I'll look back at my high school life and nod my head. freshman year was the bestest year of my whole entire life and nothing will ever beat it. then sophmore year things died down and it's been a down slope from there. this year is slightly better than last, but it's just not fun enough. it's still early so hopefully I can make the best of it.
alright well I'm gunna maybe go on a walk or something. ANYTHING to shed these excess pounds off goodness!! I hope nobody can really tell! =/
<3xoxo<3
ps. go UNLV rebels!! we beat UNR na na na boo boo!! jk hi susan I miss you and love you miss party hardy college girl!!!! ;)