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Hello hello is this thing on.
Well it's THREE IN THE MORNING and I can't sleep yet because I am currently Insomniac Jane, and I've been up reading old journal entries, so I thought to myself, "Hey self, why not write an entry?"
I miss Livejournal but A. it's such a graveyard anymore; there's literally one person on my flist who still posts even semi-regularly (hi Alice), and B. the way I write online has changed a lot over time? I dunno man.
But - BUT - there's a new blogging platform opening its beta sometime before the end of the year, and I already have a beta key so I can start using it. It seems like the perfect blend of the best features of both LJ and Tumblr - aka exactly what I've wanted for yeeeeears - so I'm really really jazzed about it. But it won't be opening for several months yet so I'm just in agonies waiting for it.
It's all good though, I've gotten very good at waiting in agonies.
Um um um. I don't know if I want to write about the exact cause here yet, but I've basically been very very sick with an iatrogenic illness for about ten months now, BUT, I am slowly healing and will someday be okay again. But that's part of why I've not been writing here at all (that and the whole LJ-is-a-graveyard thing). Basically my central nervous system is rebuilding parts of itself that got suppressed for three years because of a medication I was on, so my body and brain just do all kinds of horrible things as my CNS repairs itself. It sucks! Like, more than I can convey without writing a long boring entry about it! So just take my word that it's the absolute worst thing that's ever happened to me.
But - BUT - I have grown much stronger because of it and learned a lot about myself, and I now don't take anything for granted, so I guess silver lining, there.
Also I finally downloaded Pokemon Go today and my sister made us matching friendship bracelets (the embroidery floss braided kind) in blue and white because we're Team Mystic woooooooo.
This is a messy jumble of thoughts and shit but hey, that's what 3am is for!
Okay bye I need to eat some banana and try to sleep.
Well it's THREE IN THE MORNING and I can't sleep yet because I am currently Insomniac Jane, and I've been up reading old journal entries, so I thought to myself, "Hey self, why not write an entry?"
I miss Livejournal but A. it's such a graveyard anymore; there's literally one person on my flist who still posts even semi-regularly (hi Alice), and B. the way I write online has changed a lot over time? I dunno man.
But - BUT - there's a new blogging platform opening its beta sometime before the end of the year, and I already have a beta key so I can start using it. It seems like the perfect blend of the best features of both LJ and Tumblr - aka exactly what I've wanted for yeeeeears - so I'm really really jazzed about it. But it won't be opening for several months yet so I'm just in agonies waiting for it.
It's all good though, I've gotten very good at waiting in agonies.
Um um um. I don't know if I want to write about the exact cause here yet, but I've basically been very very sick with an iatrogenic illness for about ten months now, BUT, I am slowly healing and will someday be okay again. But that's part of why I've not been writing here at all (that and the whole LJ-is-a-graveyard thing). Basically my central nervous system is rebuilding parts of itself that got suppressed for three years because of a medication I was on, so my body and brain just do all kinds of horrible things as my CNS repairs itself. It sucks! Like, more than I can convey without writing a long boring entry about it! So just take my word that it's the absolute worst thing that's ever happened to me.
But - BUT - I have grown much stronger because of it and learned a lot about myself, and I now don't take anything for granted, so I guess silver lining, there.
Also I finally downloaded Pokemon Go today and my sister made us matching friendship bracelets (the embroidery floss braided kind) in blue and white because we're Team Mystic woooooooo.
This is a messy jumble of thoughts and shit but hey, that's what 3am is for!
Okay bye I need to eat some banana and try to sleep.