Health Scare

Dec 16, 2007 00:46

Well I spent some time in hospital today.

Started feeling lethargic. Thought I was just hungover so I went and had a nap. About 10 minutes into it I started feeling a pain in the left side around the old ticker. Then it begins racing and starts doing all crazy shit and stops for about 30 seconds.

Rushed to hospital.

Anyway doctor reckons it wasn't a heart attack. But fuck me. What ever it was I know it was not supposed to be doing it.

Turns out I have a pretty fucked up heart beat that is uncomfortable at the best of times. Thats cool and all. But they can't do anything because it's not bad enough and I'm only 28. Ok so I just live with pain being scared shitless that something major might happen at anytime, anyplace. Fucking gives me real peace of mind useless fucks.

Today or rather yesterday was one of the most scariest shit things I've experienced and combined with my ongoing battle with depression having to live through this shit. Talk about fucked up
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