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So lately Ive been so self absorbed and crazy trying to get things done between cheerleading and school and key club and swim im like a bull in a china closet. Im late for everything no one can count on me I just hate it and im not being a good person Im forgeting birthdays and birthday partys and peoples events and Im becomming a zombie who thinks about 2387123897 things while people talk to me. Im like not all there when someone is talking And I HATE people like that awww i need to stop. I need to be a better listner cause thats what im good at and being busy is no good. Things need to change im a walking zombie I dont like it. sorry i needed to vent.