Twenty Fourth Time Jump

Feb 18, 2009 19:48

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Although she still makes me…feel a bit uneasy, it’s nice having more people in the apartment again. I know that we all come from different backgrounds…and…planets or something…, but at the same time I feel kind of loyal to the SOS Brigade. We’re a team…despite everything, so I think it is important that we all try and stick together. So really I’m happy to have Nagato-san here…

Lately it’s been a bit difficult to keep my spirits up. It’s good that the Brigade has expanded once more. I know that Suzumiya-san was very unhappy when Koizumi-san disappeared. Despite that though…what can I really bring to the club while here in the city…? It’s strange. In a place like this, things are supposed to be abnormal, and what a person usually considers to be part of the paranormal actually is an everyday occurrence. The SOS Brigade…with the ‘exception’ of Kyon-kun, is supposed to be made of individuals that Suzumiya-san finds interesting or unique. Unlike the nature of the city however…here…I really am just ordinary.

Koizumi-san, even if he only has the powers on occasion, had very special abilities…that still worked while here within the city. If Suzumiya-san had created Grey Space while he was here in this dimension, then fighting those frightening creatures would have been something he was capable of doing, which would have closed the space and would have helped put things back to normal. It’s the same for Nagato-san…even though she is here she’s still the most dependable person within the Brigade. I don’t really know if she is able to wield the full extent of her powers, but if something was to happen then she would surely have a means of defense.

Myself on the other hand…even if I actually had the capability to time travel in and out of this place I wouldn’t be able to. I can only do such a thing with express permission from one of my superiors. I can’t contact anyone while trapped here…and even when I do…I’m rarely told the full extent of the situation. Sometimes I wonder if both Koizumi-san and Nagato-san know a great deal more than me. I’m positive it’s true. Here…I really am just ordinary, which makes me feel…just a little misplaced within the Brigade.

The past couple of months I’ve been trying to keep hold of all of the data we’ve gathered on the vampires and other creatures. Suzumiya-san has wanted us to keep a documentation of things. I kind of enjoyed it…I even made several trips to the library to attempt to add to that research. With Nagato-san here in the city…it’s really not needed for me to do those kinds of things, though. She’s much more efficient and detailed about these sorts of things, and is the much better candidate. In fact the library really is much more of a haven for her than for me.

I even got sent into Grey Space the one time…and was forgotten…

I wonder if there is anything worthwhile that I can actually contribute to while here…

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Is everyone back to normal? I apologize for any of the strange things I might have said yesterday. Um…and I promise that I wasn’t offended or anything. I know people couldn’t help the kinds of things they said. Some of the pick-up lines were unique enough that I didn’t quite understand them all anyway.

I was thinking about maybe trying to find a job…
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