Mar 17, 2004 21:18
ok , so basically i am in a terrible mood and i can't explain why . Everything is better in life at the moment, but still i am not happy and still everything overwhelmes me.
Maybe it is the fact that im listenign to sad music, or the fact that for once things are looking up for me. Why can't i be happy when thats all i should be right now. Even my friends are starting to notice it.
The mor ei go over things in my head, the more mangled and twiseted the become, its asif im warping the truth to make it something bad, as if i can not be happy .