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So when I go to Vegas during my trip to Cali, I'm going to go see this at Treasure Island.. some people have never heard of it.. it's called Cirque Du Soleil and there are all kinds of different shows you can see. The one I REALLY wanna see is called "O" at the Bellagio, but I'm trying to be cost-efficient as well. I am going to see Mystere (pronounced Mist-air) and I am sooo excited!
I can't wait for my trip. I wish I was done with classes already. I can't wait until their done so that I can get myself organized. I need to get my room finished, and get my files put together. Bryce and I bought all this stuff like last freakin August or something and got Bryce's all done, but didn't get around to mine. Of course, then I moved out, and just never really got it done. Then I can get myself back to the gym again. I just literally don't have the time right now. If anyone saw my planner they would laugh. That's why I am writing at like 2 in the morning. I should be asleep but I was sooo tired when I got home I fell asleep at like 8 and woke up at midnight, so now I am kind of off.
I hate that I am not thinking about him, and then something reminds me of him. Stupid things, like I got an email from Bed, Bath and Beyond and in it states that my store preference is set for a store on San Dario. That's in Laredo so automatically I think of there and him, etc. We used to go there I swear like a few times a month. Of course, it was right next to my work too so..
It's so weird.. I really miss being there sometimes. I miss the life we had.. we weren't worried about anyone else but ourselves. Maybe I liked being secluded. I've always thought of myself as a pretty outgoing person and that I'd rather be with people than not, but lately I am pretty content being by myself. Most times no one is here at the house (which my brother just moved in so that might change) and I am alone, but I don't mind it much. Maybe it's just because I have so much going on right now that I don't really care.
I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday.. I have been having dizzy spells and it's bothering me. I'm thinking maybe I have an ear infection or something because I have been having a slight pain in both my ears, just not bothersome enough to concern me. But Friday night I was sitting at a friend's house looking at the laptop and it started to spin and I had that "falling sensation" like in your dreams and I grabbed the table real quick.. my friend looked at me like I was nuts.. then Sunday I was at my grandma's house and I gave my cousin Chris a hug bye and when I pulled away from him I was looking at the refrigerator and it started to spin and once again I felt like I was about to pass out and I grabbed onto him. He was like what's wrong are you having dizzy spells? I'm like yea, I don't know what's wrong. Both times I felt like I was about to pass out. I passed out ONCE.. when I was a little girl lol.. My brother and I were trying to "make our faces red" by holding our breath and I guess I held mine too long or did it too many times because after I exhaled I was OUT. I banged my head real bad too when I fell, I had the hugest bruise. Anyway, when I have this dizziness, it feels the same way. Hopefully it's nothing.
I better get back to bed.. I have to observe at 9:15, class at 11, 2, and 4.. and then a meeting at 7.. long day ahead :(
then Wednesday work, dr. appt, work, spring program.. FML.. LOL
Click to viewI can't wait for my trip. I wish I was done with classes already. I can't wait until their done so that I can get myself organized. I need to get my room finished, and get my files put together. Bryce and I bought all this stuff like last freakin August or something and got Bryce's all done, but didn't get around to mine. Of course, then I moved out, and just never really got it done. Then I can get myself back to the gym again. I just literally don't have the time right now. If anyone saw my planner they would laugh. That's why I am writing at like 2 in the morning. I should be asleep but I was sooo tired when I got home I fell asleep at like 8 and woke up at midnight, so now I am kind of off.
I hate that I am not thinking about him, and then something reminds me of him. Stupid things, like I got an email from Bed, Bath and Beyond and in it states that my store preference is set for a store on San Dario. That's in Laredo so automatically I think of there and him, etc. We used to go there I swear like a few times a month. Of course, it was right next to my work too so..
It's so weird.. I really miss being there sometimes. I miss the life we had.. we weren't worried about anyone else but ourselves. Maybe I liked being secluded. I've always thought of myself as a pretty outgoing person and that I'd rather be with people than not, but lately I am pretty content being by myself. Most times no one is here at the house (which my brother just moved in so that might change) and I am alone, but I don't mind it much. Maybe it's just because I have so much going on right now that I don't really care.
I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday.. I have been having dizzy spells and it's bothering me. I'm thinking maybe I have an ear infection or something because I have been having a slight pain in both my ears, just not bothersome enough to concern me. But Friday night I was sitting at a friend's house looking at the laptop and it started to spin and I had that "falling sensation" like in your dreams and I grabbed the table real quick.. my friend looked at me like I was nuts.. then Sunday I was at my grandma's house and I gave my cousin Chris a hug bye and when I pulled away from him I was looking at the refrigerator and it started to spin and once again I felt like I was about to pass out and I grabbed onto him. He was like what's wrong are you having dizzy spells? I'm like yea, I don't know what's wrong. Both times I felt like I was about to pass out. I passed out ONCE.. when I was a little girl lol.. My brother and I were trying to "make our faces red" by holding our breath and I guess I held mine too long or did it too many times because after I exhaled I was OUT. I banged my head real bad too when I fell, I had the hugest bruise. Anyway, when I have this dizziness, it feels the same way. Hopefully it's nothing.
I better get back to bed.. I have to observe at 9:15, class at 11, 2, and 4.. and then a meeting at 7.. long day ahead :(
then Wednesday work, dr. appt, work, spring program.. FML.. LOL