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Certain things happen in our lives that we may keep to ourselves, or only share with those that are closest to us. So anyone that may ever come across and read something like this, you would either have to be someone that has partaken in certain events in a person's life to really understand what's going on, or already know their past. Otherwise, you're just looking in on a small window of their life, and you can't see the whole picture, so you don't understand everything. This is why I never pass judgment upon what I may read about someone else.. they may not be revealing everything.. so just keep that in mind before you assume things about someone or what they may feel or what you think they should be doing or asking why are they even talking about this?

I heard something today that I really liked.. it was "I guess it's that you did what you thought was right at the time, but the question is can you live with it for the rest of your life?" That should be a motto or something, do what you think is right, but make sure you can live with it. Heh

I miss him, I do.. I miss my friend. I miss him dearly. I just hope he knows that I don't think he's a bad person, he's just made some bad choices. I hope he realizes that most things I ever did, were in response to his behaviors. I'm not perfect, he isn't, no one is... but I'm a good and genuine person. I hope he is happy. That is all I can wish for him :)

I have been praying to God to give me the strength to say no if and when a day like that one day ever comes again. Or to at least send me someone that will help me.. goodness..

Prayer for the Brokenhearted

O God,
whose love restores
the brokenhearted of this world:
pour out your love,
we beseech you,
upon those who feel
lonely, abandoned, or unloved.
Strengthen their hope
to meet the days ahead;
give them the courage
to form life-giving friendships;
and bless them with the joy
of your eternal peace.
Amen.

- Vienna Cobb Anderson