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[skippyelephant]

I like staying up late. Sitting on my computer until my index and middle finger hurt from scrolling. And my head hurts. And my teeth hurt. And for some reason it was cool all day but now it's too hot to do anything but lay here in a lethargic daze. But I'm ok with that I guess. I think about how I wish I looked and all the things I should have done today, but not really in a regretful way because there's always tomorrow. And I can't wait for shark week so I can just lay on the couch and let my brain be filled with information that's totally interesting but I will probably forget in a few months. I think about all these weird opinions I have about things that I want to share with people but can't find a way to. Then when I come in contact with actual people I forget them or feel rude actually saying it. I think about how much I like board games and how good I am at Clue but nobody wants to play them anymore because now we are teenagers and we must do things that don't remind us of our families or our childhoods unless it's in an ironic way. But I liked my childhood and sometimes my favorite beach memories are not of drinking my inhibitions away but instead of playing Yahtzee with my dad on that little patio outside my aunt's beach house.

I like staying up late but it leads to sleeping in late, and while I like sleeping and being well-rested I always feel guilty and lazy when I do. I'm sorry I rarely wake up before 11, but I'd feel like shit if I did and be in a worse mood for the rest of the day.

Now I should take some Motrin to help my head.