im not bitter anyway, but i didnt want it to turn out this way
wow i feel like an idiot
ya know how it feels when u "put all ur eggs in one basket" and find out later how big of a mistake it was? yea...i guess its bc i was so hopefull so excited n ready but i guess it wasnt meant to happen the way i thought it was. andits like i was praying about it, and all these confusing signs..nothing is a coincedence, but a God incident. so this confusion ..its not from God, bc He isnt a missleading shepard . so i guess Satan had a huge hand in this, and i feel like a tricked and bitter sheep.
he took leave of me. ijust cant believe it. i just keep reading it over and over. its true. the sad thing is he didnt even let me know about this. what did i see?
the haze clears from your eyes..on a sunday
well as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs and sit along and wonder how ur making out
but as for me i wish that i was anywhere with anyone "making out"
when did ur eyes begin to admit that this was a dream, was it discreet?
this is what i wonder, cuddling close to blankets and sheets
and this bitter pill is leaving u with such an angry mouth, one that void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound. with its measure only equaled by the power of my stare, glaring over u, its over u, this feeling of dispair is never wearing out. its wearing off, and its leaving with u with such a heavy heart, and a head to match. the bottle is waiting the cap is twisted beggin to be used, and so are you.
on a lighter note...the performance went awesome. simeon and i made a great couple cuz of our height and everything, and the pro's being flown in were just breath taking
ya know how it feels when u "put all ur eggs in one basket" and find out later how big of a mistake it was? yea...i guess its bc i was so hopefull so excited n ready but i guess it wasnt meant to happen the way i thought it was. andits like i was praying about it, and all these confusing signs..nothing is a coincedence, but a God incident. so this confusion ..its not from God, bc He isnt a missleading shepard . so i guess Satan had a huge hand in this, and i feel like a tricked and bitter sheep.
he took leave of me. ijust cant believe it. i just keep reading it over and over. its true. the sad thing is he didnt even let me know about this. what did i see?
the haze clears from your eyes..on a sunday
well as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs and sit along and wonder how ur making out
but as for me i wish that i was anywhere with anyone "making out"
when did ur eyes begin to admit that this was a dream, was it discreet?
this is what i wonder, cuddling close to blankets and sheets
and this bitter pill is leaving u with such an angry mouth, one that void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound. with its measure only equaled by the power of my stare, glaring over u, its over u, this feeling of dispair is never wearing out. its wearing off, and its leaving with u with such a heavy heart, and a head to match. the bottle is waiting the cap is twisted beggin to be used, and so are you.
on a lighter note...the performance went awesome. simeon and i made a great couple cuz of our height and everything, and the pro's being flown in were just breath taking